
Here I am, sitting in the Zurich airport on my way back to Chicago. It is hard to believe that my days abroad have come to an end. At the same time that it feels as though I haven't been home in forever it seems that I just began my journey from O'Hare to Madrid only recently. It has been a year of new experiences, travel, and growth. I have caught the travel bug, says Papa Bill, and he's right. I have to say, though, that towards the end of my time in Israel I no longer felt like I was traveling; it felt like home. I have mixed feelings about returning to Highland Park, and it is not easy to describe the individual pangs in my stomach, heart, and head. I miss my family a lot, and it has been difficult to hear about the milestones I have missed from across the world (to name a few: Leora's graduation and final concerts, my dad's promotion, Paul's successful adaptation to big HPHS and new braces colors, and my mom's concerts too). But I didn't feel right leaving Israel just yet. People ask me continuously, "Which was better, Madrid or Tel Aviv?" It's not an easy question to answer because these cities are not really comparable in my mind. Last semester was so exciting for me, starting off not knowing anyone in the country to being able to travel around europe with my eurailpass to learning about and living in a completely new culture for a few months. I learned a lot about myself and how to travel. This past semester was different. From the moment I stepped off the plane at Ben Gurion Airport I felt instantly happy and comfortable, surrounded by people like myself, many of whom share the same passion for the state of Israel. I felt healthier eating Israeli food, and enjoyed the freshness of the fruits and vegetables one can buy so cheap in the shuk. Perhaps the fact that there is so much history in Israel or that Israelis are so good looking or the hospitality of my Israeli cousins influenced my feeling so at home. A smart friend of mine advises me to go with my gut feeling if I feel conflicted, and I will take his advice on this subject. I can't wait to see my friends and family in Chicago, but I have two homes now. My gut feeling tells me that I wish to continue traveling throughout my life, seeing and hearing and experiencing new things every day. I look forward especially to returning to Israel, maybe even to live for awhile. I thank everyone who supported me in this journey!